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I am with you!! I have always felt so different growing up from my peers. U make so much sense to me!! Adhd is not trendy! It’s just that we know more about it now. I have only realised because my little boy has been diagnosed it dawned on me he get it from me. Ive classically masked all my life . Thank you so so much for sharing. Sending u lots of positive vibes. Xxx

So glad you're back Rhiannon. I've only watched 2 minutes of the video but wanted to stop and comment. Long time (usually silent) viewer here. Welcome back 😘

i'm late to this, and I rarely leave comments, but what you're feeling is 100% the body dysmorphia speaking - it's awful never knowing what you really look like, it's so draining - and the worst part, for me, is that nagging feeling of...is it body dysmorphia? Or...do I look as bad as I think I do? It's so much more than just insecurity...I rarely leave comments, but so many people would kill to look like you, so I hope you don't let the dysmorphia bring you down 💛 thank you for producing such calming content

21:30 that's zoella's first child's name now ❤❤ both of your babies would've been ottiely if you went that route.. it's a pretty name

So you said youd be back next week in the end of the vlog....2 weeks later....still nothing....nothing changes! Just a totally pointless vlogger

I almost never comment, but i have to in this occasion because you said so many things that reached my heart: 1. I've grown up with you, I’m 31 (almost 32) and I’ve been following your videos since I was 18, i.e., my WHOLE adult life. Believe me, most of us DO care if you're doing well or not. I never reach out to see if you're well, because i suffer from mental health issues too, and when people reach out to see how i am and i CAN NOT answer because of my anxiety... that makes me feel worse. Therefore, i don't ever reach out to anyone who goes MIA, since i know it may worse the situation. 2. I know you don't see yourself in a nice way, but please be sure that NOT everyone sees what you see. I have commenting on other people’s bodies, because its none of anyone's business, but, regarding your physique, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. You have such a nice face shape, beautiful eyes, amazing hair colour, GREAT eyebrows! such a cute natural "blushing", you are skinny, but you are proportionally skinny, it just looks so well on you! Also, you have such a nice style and use everything you wear to highlight your amazing body shape! It is NOT bad to be naturally skinny, as it is NOT bad to be naturally on the bigger side. I have struggled with my phsysique soooooo much along the years (not on the body dysmorphia level, but yes! 3. if you also consider HOW BEAUTIFUL you are regarding your personality, Rhiannon, you have such an amazing, gentle, kind, beautiful soul... you are just an amazing and genuine human being ❤❤❤❤❤ 4. I have been diagnosed this year with ADHD, and I have always struggled, so much in life, but all of the people I know that have that diagnosis are always like... so active and "funny" and articulate... and I am not, I am shy, introverted, I don't enjoy going out, I don't enjoy being with loads of people, I need my spaces, etc etc... So I never thought I could have ADHD. Until I understoood there's a WHOLE spectrum of ADHDers... and I just don't have the same symptoms as the other people I know. Now, with this, that i mean to tell you is: I UNDERSTAND (and many people probably do too), you are NOT lazy, you just need different mechanisms to cope with life and to achieve the goals you set yourself to. Please be empathetic with yourself, just like you would be with anyone else. You don't need to be just like neurotypical people, because you are not. It's just that the world is though for the neurotypicals and us the neurodivergents need to find different pathways or shortcuts to being able to do the same things... just that with a lot more of effort. Thus, BE PROUD of youself, because you manage to "do life" when its much harder to you than to maaaaany other people!

You are such an inspiration for all women, thank you for being so vulnerable and open about your insecurities it really does bring in to perspective how ANYONE can be going through the biggest struggles. You are genuinely the most beautiful soul inside and out, and have been such a calming, inspiring and STUNNING person. <3

It broke my heart when you said " I know i'm weird looking" 😔 I've been watching your videos for years and I've always noticed how beautiful you are, so naturally pretty with so much taste for clothes and beautiful things in general. I think you are a very inspiring person , you represent the cutest cottage/cosy/english vibe for the french girl that I am 🧡 I hope some day you can see what a beautiful girl you are. Love you and thank you for being so strong

Rhiannon, you are loved by Lord King Jesus Christ 😊

Finding out about AuDHD changed my world! The need for routine hit the inability to keep it. The need for predictability but the tendency to create chaos. The love of chatting to people but the needing to recharge after. It’s like having a brain of opposites and always sounds like how you’ve described feeling. I didn’t relate to everything with autism due to feeling such deep empathy and being really good at reading emotions. But hearing autism and adhd can cancel eachother out in a way, or make it double. Made so much sense. Just got my diagnosis last month. It was so validating and devastating no one noticed for my first 25 years! It could be worth a read up. Being neurodivergent in itself is traumatising as the world is just so much and we are so delicate and precious. Plus other trauma on top and we get a shiz storm of anxiety and depression that we think we were naturally born with.

Please could we have another week of dinners video 🙏 the one you released 3 years ago is my favourite and I watch it on repeat! 🤍

It baffles me and makes me so sad that you feel that way about yourself. You're absolutely STUNNING and when I watch you're videos I always wish I looked like you.

I feel like this video was a very real and well done on you for that x

Girl, I can relate so hard to this. Especially the ADHD stuff (finally diagnosed in 2019), I have Dyscalculia as well. And Anxiety which affects my tummy (IBS symptoms). I also have zero self-esteem, when it comes to how I look and myself as a person. So much of what you said I thought, "ooh, she's like me in so many ways". And I also understand why you felt you had to interrupt yourself and explain, WHY this stuff, PLUS your depression and body/health issues affect your ability to film and post regularly. Because so many people really do not understand how incredibly debilitating these things are. Even we ourselves, don't appreciate how much our ADHD, anxiety, depression etc affect us, because we still expect to be able to function like everyone around us. Please don't think you were rambling or incoherent. Your vulnerability and honesty help so many other people who might feel similar and is incredibly brave and difficult to talk about. I'll stop my comment here before I get carried away. <3

Been here since fashionrocksmysocks just hope you know we all support you ♥️♥️♥️

where are your grey gingham pyjama trousers from? 💕

Cut sugar from diet. Keto diet is the best to mentalhealth. Sorry for my English.

I MISSED YOU!!! <3 love you

Rhiannon, congrats on going back to school! That’s wonderful & I hope the intensive science course goes well. Nutrition is a fascinating field! Also, thank you for sharing about your mental health! As some other folks have said, speaking your truth is powerful and it tremendously helpful to other folks who might be struggling-there’s still so much stigma around mental health and neurodiversity! I’m also neurodiverse and struggle in similar ways to you. I’ve had anxiety, depression, low self esteem and body dysmorphia my whole life. I also have visualizations with my intrusive thoughts, like you described. Something that might be worth reading about is “cognitive distortion”, which is basically when negative thoughts & visualizations kind of “glue” themselves to your brain. There are lots of exercises you can do to break these patterns, anything from saying it out loud in a silly voice to imagining yourself flying above the negative thought until it’s imperceptible. These seem silly but there’s studies that consistently doing this can sort of rewire your neural pathways and they happen less. I have found these exercises tremendously helpful, so I wanted to suggest them!

I don't think you should turn the channel into a mental health, body dysmorphia or adhd chats particular about you as I think you will hyperfocus on it (more than you are now) and could make you keep scrutinising yourself when you're clearly trying to work with it and make it stay in the background as you continue to live a full life. We accept you. You're trying to heal and work with what you've got. I think move on and show us amazing things you get up to

I’ve been a subscriber for 12 years, all the way back to fashionrocksmysocks and I’ve always appreciated how you carry yourself. We have almost an identical build and I had similar comments to yours about people thinking I had an eating disorder, when I just had a fast metabolism and often a lack of appetite due to anxiety. Watching your videos has given me some confidence in my skin over the years. I tried some trends that I would normally shy away from due to my body type because I saw how great it looked on you. Take all the time you need to rest and maintain a healthy relationship with yourself. It makes complete sense why you needed a break and I’m glad you took the time for yourself. Prayers for you going forward with your doctors and the exciting stage of going back to school!

You are NOT weird looking! But I understand I also have bd. As an adult woman of 35 I also got diagnosed as ADHD and I knew my entire I life I “thought differently” than others and that I had difficulty doing things on time but I was so good at creative things and had no issue with interest in those things… yet always started and never finished 1000 projects. When I learned more about it my entire life made sense. Like completely. Don’t feel bad about it being trendy right now because of TikTok etc. we just understand neurodiversity more now and like you said girls went undiagnosed as kids because we are so good at masking! I also have OCD which I had no idea. I thought it was just about cleanliness, not scary intrusive thoughts that you’re going to die all the time which has also impacted my life greatly but you were so lucky that you have a supportive partner it’s scary doing all these things alone, especially with the disassociation that you mentioned that was probably my first symptom along with being diagnosed with generalized anxiety and depression as a teenager, so maybe it’s not the millennials like Labels it’s more that we were misdiagnosed our entire life and it feels so good to finally be able to put your finger on what’s been wrong for so long. I finally decided to take medication for ADHD and it helped so much with the anxiety aspect of thingsand I wish in the US there was more of a non-medical approached to therapy for ADHD, but it worked wonders for me. Hopefully now understanding more about yourself will help you be able to work through this. You got this and you’re definitely not alone.

You are in no way weird looking ❤ and I don't really comment on your videos but I had to this time. Do not compare your beauty to others. You are beautiful Rhiannon. Edit: I've just been diagnosed with ADHD but can't be medicated until my cardiologist gives the all clear. I realised how it was affecting me and that I had it a few years ago when i lived with two people who were diagnosed with it and the similarities made it obvious. Desperate to go on medication because I feel it will help. Don't worry about what other people think, a diagnosis can be empowering. Congrats on the degree ❤

Hey! Been here since fashionrocksmysocks. RUclips is a job, after all. You are allowed to have a life, take a break, need a hiatus and all of that. No need to even address it honestly :) love to have you back! Missed your content!

You are beautiful inside and out. although I don’t know you personally, it makes me sad to hear you have so many struggles and I can only hope you can heal ❤ For me your vlogs bring so much comfort and coziness, please don’t be so harsh on yourself. I don’t know if you have already tried but maybe a more holistic approach could help your health, even complementary to all the meds.

I’m currently on the waitlist with a psychologist for autism or adhd. I feel totally the same. Nobody would ever think I have either (apart from my closest) but I kept going through cycles of depression and anxiety and never felt good enough, low self esteem. Finally decided to take the plunge and investigate. So many women have been failed by our health system tbf!

Watched you for years and now makes a lot of sense why I’ve always felt like I related to you as a fellow neurodivergent! Thank you for being vulnerable and helping those who aren’t ND have a little insight and aid understanding! ❤

Always been a silent viewer but I just wanted to say how lovely it is to see you back! I was diagnosed with ADHD last year and its healed my heart a little to hear you talking about the same things I’ve always felt but never known why. Thank you for being vulnerable and shedding light on how ADHD impacts every part of life, in ways most people could never imagine. Keep being you, it’s more than enough ✨

Rhiannon, I feel like we would be such good friends. I struggle with the same mental health issues as you, and watching you throughout the years really truly picks me up and gives me hope🤍

You are not weird looking, you are special, different you have something that many people look after...trust in you

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sending lots of love <3

Very shocked and sad to hear you say you're a bit weird looking. That couldnt be further from the truth. If I saw you walking down the street i would definitely think ohh wow in the best kind of way. Look at your husband and your daughter too. Stunning looking family! 💕

Aw Rhiannon...it's absolutely devastating to hear you speak so negatively about your appearance. I've been watched your content for over 10 years and have always been envious of your appearance. I hope some day you will get through this and see how beautiful you are. It's great to see you back. Your content is always so cozy and enjoyable.

I'm so so glad to see you taking charge and ownership of your mental health! After watching you for so long and seeing your struggles as well as relating to a lot of them, it's so wonderful to see you taking care of yourself. Being open about mental health and neurodivergence is so important and it makes me so happy to see people talking about their journeys. You're an absolute inspiration and your gentle strength is a beautiful thing to be able to share in!

I’m in disbelief hearing about you saying you’re weird looking. I’ve followed you for over 10 years now and I have also been jealous about how you look. I’ve always thought you are stunning! I know that probably doesn’t help as the dysmorphia won’t let you see it but I hope it gives you some reassurance to know how others view you. I’ve also been diagnosed with ADHD later in life too welcome to the club 🙈 So glad to see you back ❤️ felt like a friend had disappeared but I suspected you were going through tough times 💔

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How nice hearing from you! Thanks for your videos ❤

Ohh my heart ❤

I am so glad you are back!! We have missed you. I hope you know that you are fearfully and wonderfully made by God! There was no mistake in how you were made. You are beautiful inside and out. 💕 I hope you know that you have a community supporting you and want what’s best for you. Ignore the haters in the comments and the bully in your brain. We love you and your content!

You are so beautiful Rhiannon! Thank you for sharing your struggles. It reminds us that we aren’t alone. You’re such an inspiration! And absolutely GORGEOUS i might add ❤

29:20 the naughty toddler brain comparison is so apt 🤣🤣 adhd literally entails delayed brain development, so real !! your adhd traits are so valid and nothing to be ashamed of :)

As a nearly 40yr old mum, going through the process of probable ADHD diagnosis that's being futher exasperated by perimenopause and a huge fan of you Rhiannon I can't really express how happy I am to see you, this video and all the supportive comments. Be gentle to yourself and carry on being your fantastic self xxx 😊❤🎉

You know… I do recall you mentioning not liking your looks every now and then but I’ve always thought you were beautiful. You are literally one of the two RUclipsrs that I still follow since being a teenager (I’m 33 now). I liked your hair, your style, how you are in and out basically. Whenever I feel like I need to get my ish together, I always think of you and watch one of your vlogs. I know you just show us part of your life but your vlogs make me calm. Whenever I need to quiet my thoughts, get distracted or just relax, I watch your vlogs. Thank you for sharing this with us. Must be hard and a bit scary maybe, but I truly appreciate it. I send you a big big hug.

Sending you so much strength and light. As someone with ADHD (albeit mild) I deeply relate to everything you’ve said, especially with the rush and burn out cycle. All things considered I totally understand the struggle to pick up the camera to vlog but yet you push through and that’s admirable - I don’t think I could do that! Having gone through it myself I think it’s so inspiring to see you pick up the pieces and try new things, especially a nutrition course. Even if it’s just a class or two, it’s still a huge accomplishment for those of us who are neurodivergent. So give yourself grace as well, things are hard but you will find your way! ❤

Rhiannon we love you 🤍 and we will always be behind you. Thank you for being you.

Beautiful inside and out. You‘re my one and only youtuber/lovely human being on here I’ve been sticking to for years and years. Love your aesthetic, your way of catching every day moments, all your hobbies and chit chat and your words and openness about mental health. So important, helpful and not in any way annoying - been catching you interrupting yourself lots lately, telling yourself to get back to what you‘ve originally wanted to say. You‘re not bothering us with your chit chat. Quite the opposite! Keep doing what you love and focus on that. You said it yourself, you love doing this. And we love watching all of that plus listening to all of it. Very glad to have you on here Rhiannon, just keep swimming! ♥️

At the beginning of your chat about MH I did think I wonder if she’s considered adhd! My story is much the same as yours and my therapist has asked me to go to see my gp for a referral ! I go this month so nervous but also want answers! It’s so hard but hoping once I know I might feel better! I hope you do too xx

Glad your back. Everyone has their battles just because yours isn’t the same as theirs or just because your sharing yours online it doesn’t make it any less of a battle. Keep doing what makes you happy and sod anyone who wants to pick at anything you say. You have your lovely family and that’s all that you’ll ever need xxx

I was diagnosed with ADHD last October at the age of 28, I’m now 29. So much makes sense now. It’s so much more than just being hyperactive or having the inability to focus. It’s anything from not being able to regulate your emotions, hyperfixation on topics or hobbies (starting hobbies and not being able to see them through), impulsive (eating and spending), decision paralysis, etc. I LOVE talking about ADHD because I have friends who are also diagnosed and totally understand my struggles and I also like bringing awareness to the not so well-known symptoms. I was on anti depressants the two years prior to my diagnosis and it didn’t help my anxiety. When I found out that ADHD was the cause of my anxiety and depression, it made so much sense.